the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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16:38 + 07.12.2007 = homo promo a'no-go.

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3 candidates.
2 positions open.
1 oddman-out.

me: the most experience but the least sycophantic.

i need an exit stragedy, immediately.

and as i was being told of my rejection, the words, "don't be discouraged" kept coming up.

oh yes. don't be discouraged... i must keep up with the hard work... cos look how much i have to show for it: 4 years of headaches, backaches, alternative-to-sugar-related anxiety attacks, and an absurd amount of frustration piling up and festering as kiss-ass after whiny kiss-ass [for the most part] thieve me my job. [[wow... that sounds a little too 'entitled' for my taste.]]

i'm not discouraged; i'm livid.

it only takes so long for the verbal pats-on-the-back to feel like bitchslaps-across-the-face.

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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far

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[prologue] *** [epilogue] ***[plottwist!]

[[erstwhile]] ***** [[forthwith]]

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