the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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5:41 p.m. + 2005-04-25 = a cat out of a bag.
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aaaaaahhhh.... there it is. i had wondered where it had gone, or where i had placed it. and like a lost kitten, it has come back; whining upon my doorstep.
do i let it in? life was pleasantly quiet in its absense.
of course, i must. it is mine afterall. and it won't stop sobbing outside or leave its post at my door until i let it in.
let it get cozy on the couch. let it crawl into bed with me. wake up with it standing on my chest, staring at me, trying to steal my breath.
can't ignore it.
someday, you'll leave for good. but for now... welcome home, brokenness.
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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far
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