the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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1:46 a.m. + 2004-08-19 = oh dear.
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hmmm.
so.
that's an interesting development.
friend/coworker-from-the-birchwood dan... the man that is to "replace" [for lack of a better word] andymonkey (best gayfriend) as new best gayfriend...
dan, that i decided should only be a friend since i had a crush and couldn't read him and rather than make myself a fool just skirt around the issue alltogether.
that dan.
well... the goodnews is: it's not a crush. the badnews is: i realised the goodnews whilst envisioning a happycouple scenario.
and i'm only writing this down and publishing it for all to see because the liquor hasn't fully worn off, the thoughts are jagged and fresh in my mind, and i figure someone will read this and say, "oh dear."
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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far
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