the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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10:06 + 25.05.2007 = someone actually has an entire vat of graham-crumbs idly lounging in a cupboard.

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yesterday turned out to be cheesecake day.

the ex's besty and i laughed.
we almost cried.
we watched kelly clarkson videos.
we ordered chinese.
we shared our talents... i picked up his guitar; he put in his audition tapes.
[[p.s. my former roommate was totally his dancing partner at valleyfair [amusement park] one summer long ago.]]
we admitted that we're great at giving the appearence of "fine," but believing it gets a bit tricky.
he called the bartender. i called the bartender. the bartender came over.
we played uno and watched kelly clarkson videos again.


all and all a great and terrible day rolled into one.


and then i had to sleep on the couch whilst listening to the bartender flirt audibly on myspace. and post one of our songs as his new song.

when he went to the bathroom, i whispered in the ex's besty's ear, "i understand i'm too drunk to go anywhere, but this is really the last place i want to be."

and then i passed out.
and it doesn't feel all that better in the morning.

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