content friends.
content loves.
content former loves.

"go team!" i says.

but not for me...

which is okay. just fine, in fact. cos i came to terms long ago with the cold reality that i live in alternate dimension, not unlike the first one travelled to in the pilot episode of Sliders--the one in which red lights meant "go" and green lights meant "stop."

i.e.:

1. i move off campus, my friends stay on. i move back to campus, my friend move off.

2. i have wonderful boyfriend, the majority of others are miserably solitary. majority has significant others/prospects, i am spinster.

3. etc. [this could go on forever.]

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don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining. i'd much rather have the majority happy than little ol' me...

ew. this is beginning to sound far too european utilitarian. and i am not an advocate of such. nor am i even fond.
so, an abrupt end it is!