the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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12:18 a.m. + 2005-10-23 = beautiful.

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floored.
breathless.

by the most beautiful non-green eyes. ever.

i fell into that scattered-eye-contact mode. (you know the one--the one screaming nervousness.) i rambled. i whittered. i apologised for the facial hair in its 2nd or 3rd week of untrimmed growth [[you'd never know by looking at it.]]

it's for halloween; i'm trying to grow a handlebar moustache, i said.

he gave me a cd of perfect swedish pop that i had never heard before.

his face is burnt into the back of my eyes. well-kept memory.

and as i sat, surrounded by mum, sisters, cousins, aunt&uncle, grandparents and 170+ people smelling of old country buffet and soiled diapers, attending a so-so musical subparly performed at some questionable playhouse located in a second-string suburb, i thought:

i was witness to something/someone astronomically better than this today.

should chemistry fail me, i will test my skill at alchemy... though, the midas touch has never been my forté.

[[i sleep with a stomach knotted in giddiness.]]

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[prologue] *** [epilogue] ***[plottwist!]

[[erstwhile]] ***** [[forthwith]]

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