the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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11:20 p.m. + 2005-06-06 = hissyfittin' the happy fags.
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i'm unintentionally building walls. it's like the specific moment in time when you know you're going to drop your mum's prized swedish glass bowl and yet you know there's nothing you can do to stop it so all you say is, "oh shit."
i'm downloading the tom petty album that was the soundtrack to that terrible ed burns feature film. [[she's the one.]]
and! i was on the gay.com last night and i got privated by 22yos that shared a profile. they proceeded to be kissups [and offs, for that matter.] then they started [and wouldn't stop] talking about their forthcoming exchange of vows later in the summer.
i can only say, "i wish goodthings upon you two" so many times without getting slightly fed up.
rilo kiley sings it best:
1. "no one wants to pay to see your happiness."
and
2. "...if you're well off, then i'm happy some for you. but, i'd rather not celebrate my defeat and humiliation here with you."
honestly, this has remotely little to do with djp. i'm bitter by nature and i'm long overdue for an attack of bitterness. [though, it's sort of turning out to be more like a hissyfit.]
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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far
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