you're in my heart (the final acclaim Rod Stewart
the bees Belly
oh god the Comas
mexican wrestler Jill Sobule
i will love you Fisher
might as well leave Kenny White
whatever makes you happy Paul Westerberg
call to love Crooked Fingers
one kiss goodnight Lori McKenna
writing notes Jen Trynin
rest of my life Rilo Kiley
a million reasons Stellastarr*
no ordinary morning Chicane
if i can't change your mind Sugar
anyway Drugmoney
wish we never met Kathleen Wilhoite
i gave you Matt Sweeny and Bonnie "Prince" Billy
your ex-lover is dead Stars
more than ordinary Kasey Chambers
as much to myself as you Onelinedrawing
air the Owls
12 bellevue Kathleen Edwards
i looked all over town the Magnetic Fields
white noise Superchunk
no more "i love you's" Annie Lennox
situation: relation Rainer Maria
that's just what you are Aimee Mann
stronger than dirt Tom McRae
don't leave me this way Thelma Houston
best thing that never happened Paul Westerberg
what a heartache Dolly Parton
let's explode! Clem Snide
fan[bloody]tastic Mattson Zust

this sums up the rest of it, more or less. except death robbed me of nothing (this time)... but... i DO have to dwell in the frustration of staring at what i know is right as it insists its wrong.