the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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7:35 p.m. + 2005-01-01 = a new year.
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i do not do the resolution-thing; i find them to be empty promises. and, i do not care for promises of little-to-none mass. [especially when my dear-own self is on the receiving end of such.]
however, it is precipitating the slippery stuff currently. ice, though beautiful, is quite trecherous. therefore i elect to be a shut-in for the remaining duration of the evening. and having had an excessive number of glasses of water today, i've also taken it upon my goodself to open and ingest the bottle of gew�rztraminer that i'd been lugging about, to and fro-style, between house, home, party, grandparents' home, house, home, party, house, work, house.
the point is: to follow are my resolutions. and the publishing-of stands testament to their gravity, sincerity and non-emptiness.
*to quit smoking. the initial startdate of tobacco-free life was slated for the day after my birthday [january 15th]. however, i realise this is quite unrealistic. BUT, i shall cut back dramatically within the remaining two weeks between my birthdayafter and the first of february. no smoking at all come the day the minneapolis smoking-ban goes into effect, (April 1st).
*to get new fanbelts for the car.
*to say that thing i always want to say but never do and hope that it just goes understood, inferred-ally.
*to get to sweden.
*to lose 10-15 pounds according to my grandparents' upstairs-bathroom's scale.
*to be more attentive to updating and uploading in diaryland and buzznet, respectively.
*to finish writing, then record, then release next album. final title: "losers/weepers." and consequently, become local celebrity with bright, shiny future and fanbase that stare at me in blank-fashion in publicplace-spottings for they are much too awkward and socially-inept to say anything.
*to finish this bottle of gew�rztraminer.
i think the last one is quite obtainable in the immediate future. ...but completion of resolutory goal might go into tomorrow evening.
[[i'm too good [as in "beyond"] to accidently get drunk on my own.]]
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