the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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9:42 p.m. + 2004-12-02 = if this sounds crass... believe me... it's not indicative of my current state.

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happiness was lovely.

but hours ago, i was gushing. and now i'm gushing of a different sort. saltwater stings the dry patch of skin just southeast of my left nostril.

i wish it weren't so. but, i've never been good at wishing... rather, successful at wishing.

and now... something from the forthcoming album:

i prayed for rain. i got a flood.
now i'm scanning the horizon, waiting on a dove.
i've been roughing uncharted waters doing all i can not to go overboard.
i droppt anchor in your harbour, rowed my boat toward your shores.

i've been so lost without you. but now i'm back on track.
i'd gladly forfeit my atlas for just a corner of your map.

gotta find a way. cos i got the will.
to get outta this wilderness. find some honey and milk.
i've been such a ruthless explorer trying to make my destiny manifest.
i finally reached your borders, but before i knew it... my whole world'd been annexed.

it's about time get-lost got found.
it's about time saddle-up settled down.

i'd been so lost without you.

yeah, it's about time get-lost got found.

---"atlas v. map," from forthcoming losers, weepers

but the point is... what goes up, must come down. and i wish i could hate him, but i can't. and for more than just the aforementioned reason of me being utter-crap at wishing.

where'd i put that whiskey?

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