the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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11:42 a.m. + 2003-11-12 = i'm sure jesus would've been a smoker after the rise.

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standing inside the small confines of the (do we call it a) foyer (?) of creepy SSC building. I am without scarf or mittens. i search overstuffed rightpocket for small, purple lighter and a cigarette (yeah, quitting can't last forever... not on wednesday... not on first day post-resurrection from apocolyptic illness). lefthand coatpocket has large, lethargic cd player, i hit play. i stand there, in front of non-style glassdoor. i know i must get to campus centre to type this journal entry forming in my head. it takes me five minutes of staring at the tempestuous weather through aforementioned door. dear god! it's snowing horizontally. i step out. i blow away. i overcome and skate through the mush with my prada sport sneakers (really, there more apt on italian beaches and florentine streets of ill-repute). and now i write this.... i'm still caffeine free.... but that won't last past saturday, if my estimations of friday night stand the test of vulnerable post-apocolyptickillness state. strangely enough, smoking the 3 cigarettes last night at bar trivia vanquished remaining gruffness in throat, well... to be fair, cigarettes do kill things... even bastardly flu-in-throat viruses.

but the point is, it's snowing... HORIZONTALLY. yuck-squared.

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