the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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2:33 p.m. + 2003-11-08 = not myself.
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i am not myself. that is the only explanation to how i could drizzle the remainder of my garlic & basil -infused olive oil over toasted wonderbread without the slightest hint of irony or shame. and lack of smoking. i've been a ghost on the horizon. i made it to bar trivia, i played my 20 or so minutes at the Peer Assistants' Java Jam, i worked my thursday shift, i went to Alli's going away party. incidents that can only be described as "elvis-sightings." perhaps increased aloofness is due to not having oodles of mattson-time where i needed worry about anything other than what film i will pop into the Millenium and watch next. only 6 more weeks of school... i need to snap-to. it's perfect attendence from here on out... i ran into brit.wom.writer's prof at the co-op just a second ago. she said, "hello." i quickly masked my look of shock/horror/surprise by faking a stomach cramp. (have i ever had a stomach cramp?) to be fair, i am feeling feverish, though it probably just the consequence of attempting an all-nighter after a week of ill-slept nights. so i've been catching up. i hope to back to normal level of reclusivity by monday... if not, i may pursue career as secular anchorite.
i'm going to make a longdistance phone call now.
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