the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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2:02 p.m. + 2003-09-24 = you can touch me, but don't burn yourself.

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i think i've found my getting off the airplane outfit... i left work earlier than planned because i caught sight of myself in the mirror for the first time in what-must-be ages and was utterly appauled at appearence. it would seem that i haven't shaven for a week. (how could this have evaded my attention?) so, with only half an hour before i needed to be at class, i showered and shaved and slapped on the first few items i grabbed out of the chaotic clean-laundry basket that i have not been able to fold and put away (which drives me insane at night... to the point where i wake up in sweaty panick and have to talk myself out of folding laundry at 3.00am.) anyway, face shaven, outfit on, on campus, glance at my reflection as it walks the length of the international centre's lounge windows...

and oh my god.

i'm hot.

on fire, electric.

fine-ass motherfucker, in layman's terms.

[mattson owns.]

yes, this will be my arrival outfit--my placebo cure for nervousness.

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