the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

12.34 + 8.14.2003 = i'm a baker.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------


i've just received word that i will be starting my new job as baker tomorrow morning at 6am. this of course puts a damper on festivities this weekend and forthcoming weekends of riina being here. but i will be fine. i managed to receive only about 9 hours of sleep the entirity of my high school career... i shall overcome.

so many busy, fun, exciting, happy things happening in my life at present... what's a boy to do?

fear the eventual happymarket crash? or go with the flow? i opt for neither, of course, but then what would you expect...

maybe i get to be happy for a while, or for the rest of my while. i just wish i'd've finished all those bitter, sad, frustrated songs about the stupid peacock for album four first.

"There was a man and there was a woman. Every payday, every other Friday, the man went to the Friendly Spot Bar to drink and spend his money. Every payday, every other Friday, the woman went to the Friendly Spot Bar to drink and spend her money. The man was paid on the second and fourth Friday of the month. The woman was paid on the first and third Friday. Because of this the man and the woman did not know each other.

The man drank and drank with his friends and believed if he drank and drank, the words for what he was feeling would slip out more readily, but usually he simply drank and said nothing. The woman drank and drank with her friends and believed if she drank and drank, the words for what she was feeling would slip out more readily, but usually she drank and said nothing. Every other Friday the man drank his beer and laughed loudly. Every Friday in between the woman drank her beer and laughed loudly.

At home when the night came down and the moon appeared, the woman raised her pale eyes to the moon and cried. The man in his bed contemplated the same moon, and thought about the millions who had looked at the moon before him, those who had worshiped or loved or died before that same moon, mute and lovely. Now blue light streamed inside his window and tangled itself with the glow of the sheets. The moon, the same round 'O.' The man looked and swallowed."

--"There was a man, There was a woman" in "Woman Hollering Creek and other stories" by Sandra Cisneros

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

[prologue] *** [epilogue] ***[plottwist!]

[[erstwhile]] ***** [[forthwith]]

reference desk

me
&
you
or
us
&
them
else...
immortality!



Site Meter

periodical rack

facepunch
dizboy
volgende
frankohara
mew-mew
bootygrrl
theicing
stardustie
officehours
indpndnt-ter
boredlaura
ceciliaruns
sadistiksoul
ohophelia
seereason
aperfectmap
dogsdontpurr
theways
junitown
hermex
faxmachine
paperbridges
goodprovider
katherinhand