the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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4:45 p.m. + 2003-08-09 = meg ryan/tom hanks romantic comedy
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and here i've been trapped in a "last comic standing" marathon on comedy central for past few hours... i could take or leave the show, but one of them is from elk river, mn and i personally thought that his sitcom pitch about "wacky terrorists" was dead funny... maybe only liberal minnesotans find a lighter side to terrorism...
anyway, that was not why i felt the need to come up to campus; nick a soda from the cafeteria; wait patiently as a prospective student fumbled his lengthy way through our [not very complex] website on what appears to be the only working computer in the student centre currently, just to write...
actually, maybe it was. good god i'm bored and heaven forbid i sleep. i daresay i've been a right lazy git this last week.... why'd i come up here?... oh yeah, sistersister kicked me off her computer.
and i suppose i could bitch about my hair's obnoxious length
or the humidity
or the ennui
or that it's just not fair that dreams don't materialise
or that the moral of the story is simply this:
a few hours of television can squash any bit of optimism or hope.
or maybe it's envy
or her evil stepsister, jealousy?
but then i'd be thinking, writing, talking like insipidly or acting the foolish, stupid kid. and i think i've had quite my fill of acting such or made to feel that i've acted as such, in the past 1.5 years... so i'll stop being ridiculous. [god, this feels too sleepless-in-seattle for my taste. ish, meg ryan/tom hanks romantic comedy, ish! -i say.]
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