the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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4:17 p.m. + 2003-08-01 = mixtape mania and a pecan pie.
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and yet, sometimes i wonder if my mixtape abilities/genius have been receding. ever since i discovered that it's much easier to write an album of how i feel than form the perfekt combination of songs/quotes/words/pictures upon a tape.
am i putting too much into this? will it be appreciated like i mean for it to be?
and somewhere in all this hooplah, i found time to make a pecan pie and vegan gingerbread (although didnot have fresh ginger, had to use powdered/ground... not quite the same, i felt a fraud.) i wish pie could be sent through post.
p.s. garage is still not clean. and room has only become messier. and i have to go to the lake cabin for our big family get together... where we play cards and become corpulent... and i get asked repeatedly why i haven't found a nice girl to settle down with yet, since i am now the eldest grandchild that hasn't been married or partnered, or what have you. even if my grandparents knew i was gay, they'd still be less than enthused that i haven't a ring and a rugrat.
alright, enough of that... i will survive, i always do. which reminds me, must procure vodka and vicodin before leaving.
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