the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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18:05 + 28.05.2007 = "going fetal," or, "i can't believe i gave up my lease to sport this ultra-stylish brokenheart! [fucker.]"

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is it bad that only an hour has passed since the last entry and all i've managed to do is smoke a cigarette, collect three v. large heavy-duty garbage bags from the garage, call and leave messages to the five people that can [possibly] talk me out of this deer-in-headlights-type of panick, and do the most abhorsome of sins [re: mix a 12yo singlemalt scotch with diet coke w/lime]?

i'm actually looking back upon the time when i wrote my social justice theory thesis in 10hours with fondness and envy!

oh. but i did reunite 480 kronor and a pack of american spirit menthol cigarettes, both gone missing for indeterminable amounts of time...

...and that's the best my jilted optimism has to offer.

[[this totally justifies smoking in the house, doesn't it?]]

[[[shutup. i don't need your approval... or in the words of cartman, "whateva, whateva... i do what i waahnt."]]]

[[[[but i really just want to get in bed and have magic moving elves do my work for me.]]]]

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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far

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[prologue] *** [epilogue] ***[plottwist!]

[[erstwhile]] ***** [[forthwith]]

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