today i was micro-managed.
today i was no longer wavering upon the issue of the new manager's character.
today i was convinced that she will turn the co-op deli into CubFoods [for those not aware: cub foods = cheap groceries, cheap[looking] deli.]

today i realised that i've not had sex for a little over nine weeks.
today i had a slight nervous breakdown.
today i drank an overflowing gin n tonic upon reaching home.
today i went on a dodgy gaychat site.
today i lowered my standards.
[yet] today, i was stood up.

but back to the main issue...

prince's wife ordered several hundred kiddie lunches for some programme she runs...
this is a bi-monthly thing, and this was our opportunity to make it an OUR bi-monthly thing...

no, no... i'm going about this wrong...

what i mean to say is:

"things that have found their way into nation's 2nd-largest nature foods co-op's deli on account of not-surprisingly grocerystore-minded new manager..."

1. shaved ham.
2. mayo-based cold pasta salads [with shredded cheddar].

"things that i must make but am pretty damned-certain won't sell but i'm told that they do to which i respond, 'maybe at SuperValu' to which i'm condenscended upon"

1. whole 6" cakes
2. banana walnut muffins in july.

...christ... 2 weeks and 2 days until i'm on holiday.

2weeks, 2days.

it'll be okej.
det ska vara okej.

[[i hope.]]
*gulp*