the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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5:54 p.m. + 2006-06-05 = i don't know why when things turn grey, i'm not who i was in the morning.
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i haven't the heart to tell boyfriend that this is glance-down,-shut-eyes,-back-to-the-wall,-concrete-grasp,-DEEEEEEP-breath moment before the plunge.
y'know... the same feeling that once eroded rationality and turned "assembled" into modge-podge semblance.
culminated in a solo biking around much of iceland and moving to sweden from which i never planned to return.
i can see the iceberg; i just can't find the captain of this ship.
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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far
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