the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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9:13 p.m. + 2005-02-21 = evergreen.

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time stands still.
the music fades.
the lights go out,
...on an empty stage.

you shed your last remaining leaf.
your time deciduous--and much too brief.

oh. god. thy kingdom come.
and this, now, your requiem.
and though, some will forget who you were.
i will always remember.

though time's deciduous and brief...
as far as i'm concerned, you're evergreen.

i wrote that song ages ago. a lover lost.

i light a candle for him. for you and his other loved ones. and i say a prayer. for there are times i still v. much believe in a god. not out of convenience, but out of fear and confusion. --when i don't know how to make comfort tangible.

dearest b, you've every thread of my empathy to be found. and after that, i'm most sorry.

and i'll have better ways to say this later. cos words fail me.

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comments?? --->[thisaway]--->[[looks to me as though there are...]]---> 0 repercussions thus far

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[prologue] *** [epilogue] ***[plottwist!]

[[erstwhile]] ***** [[forthwith]]

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me
&
you
or
us
&
them
else...
immortality!



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