the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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2:39 p.m. + 2003-09-09 = there's a hole in this bucket, dear liza.

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oooooooooooooooooooo. arg. i am beginning to think i will reach a point wherein fake smiles and ostentatious silence will not omit the "i-am-not-a-happy-camper" effect it should. what must i do? i've started to think reasonable violence and verbal assault is a good idea. you know... shake her up a bit. a few light bitch slaps into reality. blatant, irate shouting: "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? I'LL BE DAMNED IF OUR YEARS OF NON-HIERARCHIAL PARTNERSHIP AND RESOURCE-POOLING WILL BE UNDERMINED/DISMISSED/SCOFFED AT BY YOUR TWISTED LESBIANIC TYRANNICAL PRAXIS!" besides, i've been gay LONGER than her. in SMALLER towns than her. in LARGER cities than her. in MORE CONSERVATIVE and RELIGIOUS situations than her. with more fags, bis, dykes, queers than her. with MORE STYLE than her. with MORE WIT than her. with MORE GUSTO than her. she's only an intense bio major that happened to fool around with some insipid german or french girl (probably every bit as uptight and vindictive as her) whilst on some mission trip in france.

i'm sorry... clearly, i've been upset by trivial matters. it's just so hard to witness the alteration-cum-desecration-cum-destruction of my political safe-home. built from scratch (well a paint-by-number, model kit) by careful, patient, loving hands.

ugh. i could just spit. in her face. repeatedly.

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