the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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4:17 p.m. + 2003-08-01 = mixtape mania and a pecan pie.

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well now i'm simply in over my head. pages upon pages of theme ideas, tracks that must be put on the tape, movie quotes, a time line, a plot line, ideas for covers. maybe i should just make all 19 mixtapes that are suspended in these lists and piles of notes started back in april (may?).

and yet, sometimes i wonder if my mixtape abilities/genius have been receding. ever since i discovered that it's much easier to write an album of how i feel than form the perfekt combination of songs/quotes/words/pictures upon a tape.

am i putting too much into this? will it be appreciated like i mean for it to be?

and somewhere in all this hooplah, i found time to make a pecan pie and vegan gingerbread (although didnot have fresh ginger, had to use powdered/ground... not quite the same, i felt a fraud.) i wish pie could be sent through post.

p.s. garage is still not clean. and room has only become messier. and i have to go to the lake cabin for our big family get together... where we play cards and become corpulent... and i get asked repeatedly why i haven't found a nice girl to settle down with yet, since i am now the eldest grandchild that hasn't been married or partnered, or what have you. even if my grandparents knew i was gay, they'd still be less than enthused that i haven't a ring and a rugrat.

alright, enough of that... i will survive, i always do. which reminds me, must procure vodka and vicodin before leaving.

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