the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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12:42 p.m. + 2003-07-10 = strep, welcome back.
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so, i'm back, i'm getting healthy (once again, seems strep and i are becoming regulars bedmates... how i long for a lover that isn't funny shaped bacteria.) so once again, i'm on anti-biotics. my alcohol tolerance, i'm sure is complete crap now. on top of this i finally had things out with the peacock... and let's just say, i'm not surprised, but i'm terribly upset. so what now? bethany says i can't become a whore. fair dues, i haven't the stammena for that. i non-sexually feel into the bed of a tan 22yo who shaves his chest. i'm weighing the pros and cons... he is sweet... but i do distrust anyone that refers to me as "sexy," i just don't understand that. nor do i understand voluntary hair removal, especially of chest/front torso. nor brown eyes. and here i am being all negative again, when i know i will see him again, but it's all rebounds from here on out, me thinks. as was said to me by imaginery friend during antibiotic/codeine beddream: you've finally met the one who got away. (imaginery friend was of course referring to peacock.) actually, this should be an entirely different entry, written when i have much more time than i do... i must go see Pirates of the Carribean, i don't know why... i decided this whilst on codeine... but i'm running with it. then i'll go down to the Coffeehag and look at the birthday book... i must know what amandalouann&co are raving about. i must, i must, i must.
(oh, am also delighted that have lost 5 pounds.) p.s. my hair is shaggy. someone's gotta stop me soon, i may just take over the world at any moments notice... just need to stop ghastly interplay between strep and myself.
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