the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.
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1:05 p.m. + 2003-05-30 = last night
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a. i was a ripely moody twat the entire night.
b. i was too hot, too poor, too sober to be in the bar.
c. i did not want to prance around the arboretum in either 'ninja' getup or birthday suit.
d. there is nothing wrong with playing solitaire on the computer.
e. erin asked caleb if he was seeing anyone and caleb, of course, said li'l matt. and then erin asked, "didn't mattzust used to date li'l matt?" to which caleb responded, "who hasn't mattzust dated?" ...so apparently i've dated everyone (except caleb). if only. ugh. so not in the mood.
i'm 35cents shy of a pack of cigarettes. i need to clean my room and pay my telephone bill. i need to move out. i need to march up to st. paul and knock on the peacock's door demanding something (although i'm not going to worry about that until after graduation.)
but most of all, i need 35cents. i'm far too crappy to enjoy cleaning unless i get my smokes.
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