the BRUTAL, UGLY truth of my FABULOUS, BEAUTIFUL life.



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5:07 p.m. + 2003-04-29 = black tshirt

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i seem to be spending all my time songwriting, smoking or gradprogram searching.

is this benevolent fun or self-destructive nonsense?

we'll just never know.

so, i wore a black tshirt (the one from �hl�ns, so well fitting as far as tshirts go) two days in a row. if i had sported tighter jeans and shoes, i'd've radiated something of a philosophystudent vibe. plus, i was unshaven. black shirt received mixed reviews, Angela: Matt, do you wear black? Mum: You look so good in black. (although, i think, well... who doesn't look good in black? it's slimming, it's a non-colour, "black is beautiful". etc.) but i DO look good in black. i just don't think it's meant to be. i cannot be THAT guy. i cringe in mere retrospect. but it's a damn good shirt.

it cooled off today. i'm in sweatershirt and shoes i st�llet f�r tshirt and flipflops. i feel more comfortable... plus i don't have to do laundry since there is no need for the solo-tshirt collection (which needs a good cleansing.)

and i can't believe that i've just spent all this time discussing my wardrobe... so trivial and yet important... but how redundant my life must be at this point! ish.

oh well, back to smoking, songwriting and searching (for gradprograms). if'n i don't let myself get distracted by westcoast beauty, which is happening far too often and consistently these days.

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